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Personality Quizzes

January 30th, 2008 (03:29 pm)


I'm a sucker for personality quizzes. I fully admit to it. I take them all the time when I'm bored. But Storm (my spirit guide, for those who have forgotten or didn't know) also likes to take them. He says they're interesting xD So here's some I recently found. I'll post Storm's results, then mine. (mostly because Storm likes being first, hehe.)

ColorQuiz.com's test: (Storm)

Your Existing Situation:
Sensitive and understanding but under some strain; needs to unwind in the company of someone close to him.

Your Stress Sources:
Has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates him and inhibits his readiness to give himself freely. While he wants to surrender and let himself go, he regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, he feels, will lift him above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics:
Circumstances are such that he feels forced to compromise for the time being if he is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.

Trying to calm down and unwind after a period of over-agitation which has left him listless and devoid of energy. In need of peace and quiet; becomes irritable if this is denied him.

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to him.

Your Desired Objective: 

Needs recognition. Ambitious, wants to impress and be looked up to, to be both popular and admired. Seeks to bridge the gap which he feels separates him from others.

Your Actual Problem:

Needs to be valued and respected as an exceptional individual, in order to increase his self-esteem and his feeling of personal worth. Resists mediocrity and sets himself high standards.

 

MY RESULTS:

Your Existing Situation:

Pursues her objectives and her own-self-interest with stubborn determination; refuses to compromise or make concessions

Your Stress Sources:

Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads her to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.

Your Restrained Characteristics:

Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.

Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction from sexual activity. (VIRGIN, I SWEAR!!! O_O)

Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Sensitive and sentimental, but conceals this from all except those very close to her. (great, now I'm egocentric like Storm? *sigh*)

Your Desired Objective:

Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offering quiet contentment and a sense of belonging

Your Actual Problem:

Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of her hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. She is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting her from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.

More on the way later!!



alleycat_umbz [userpic]

Homosexuality

November 30th, 2007 (04:46 pm)
pissed off

current mood: pissed off

This is going to be a touchy one. So I'ma give a warning: IF YOU ARE ANTI-GAY ANYTHING WHATSOEVER, CLICK THE BACK BUTTON! I DON'T WANNA HEAR YOU GRIPE AND MOAN LATER.

So if you're still reading this, I'm assuming you're either pro-gay, gay yourself, bi, whatever. But I've been building up some...frustration, and it needs to be taken out.

It started on Monday, when I was on Youtube. A friend of mine sent me a video of two gay guys kissing and play-wrestling on a bed. I thought it was adorable, so I commented on it. Immediately after, this moron FactMaster2020 (yes, I will post his username and there's nothing he can do to stop me >= D ) responded to me in a very harsh, homophobic manner. Needless to say, I was pissed.

Eventually, the argument started getting very heated, and someone sent me a message saying that they "thought my efforts were admirable, but there was no use getting through his head that gays aren't bad". I full-heartedly agreed, and thus dropped the argument and left the video alone.

However, this douche (for lack of better vocabulary) has the gall to post a crude comment on my Youtube profile. A comment which I cannot delete. This is what he posted:

"Lesbo, cartoon watching rug muncher".

.......

1. I am bisexual, not entirely lesbian. I have been in a gay relationship, and I'm with a guy right now.

2. By "cartoon watching" he meant that I created only anime videos on my Youtube account, and that the vast majority of my faves were AMVs (anime music videos).

3. Well...the rug muncher part explains itself.

I certainly had some harsh words for him, but I stopped myself. I told myself, "Alison,  you know you have a raging temper at times. Let it lay low. Reply to him, but reign yourself in as much as you can." I cooked up a short little speech to leave on his profile (before I had realized that he had posted and then blocked me. Real nice.) and here's what it was:

I see you've made quite a few enemies, here. Well, I would say I'm going to keep this short, sweet, and to the point, but when I'm pissed it's hard to do.
"Lesbo, cartoon watching carpet muncher" was the comment you left me. Hmm...very mature. However, you fail to realize that even if I was a lesbian, which I'm not (bisexual and homosexual is different, but I suppose a homophobe like you could care less) I would be eating out someone's crotch, not a carpet. :) Which isn't that much different from girlfriends giving their boyfriends blow jobs.
And while that portion of your comment was crude and offensive, it didn't bother me that much.
Now, "cartoon-watcher" or not, that part doesn't faze me. If it was supposed to be an insult, you failed at that as well. Because that "cartoon-watching" of mine is what I plan to do as a living. I want to go into art, specifically animation. From your favorites, all I can tell is that your racist and it's already obvious that you're homophobic.
Even your term of "lesbo" didn't really get at me. Again, a failed personal attack. The only thing that pissed me off about that is that I had mentioned that I'm bi, not a lesbian. Your lack of attention to detail disappointed me
Through this rant, you may be wondering where my "really pissed off" part comes in. The only thing that really pissed me off was the fact that just because I was defending gay rights on a video, you decided to leave an obscene comment for my profile to behold. It saddens me that some parts of humanity are slipping back to their primitive thinking. I would love to get a bunch of my gay friends,  have them ransack your house, and then have an orgy in your living room. I would crack up and film your reaction, because according to the multiple comments you left on that video, you would vomit. Your pain amuses me. Now, if I was Christian, this is the part where I'd put "Jesus loves you". However, I'm not, so I'm going to just say that I hope you have a nice, homophobic life and leave me the fuck alone. :)

So yeah. I was reaaaallly trying hard not to put more swear words into that. xD

So finally, he's left me alone. (for the most part, at least. I still can't delete that damn comment. If anyone knows how to delete a Youtube profile comment, please tell me D: )

However, I stumbled upon this video today that just riled me up again. It's called "God Hates Fags - The Movie ( Part 1 ).  Now, it's not that the person in the documentary was homophobic. He was homosexual.

What he was doing was acting like a "Pseudo-straight-man" and joining in an anti-gay protest to see what he could record for the documentary.

It wasn't until about the second half of this section of the documentary, about two minutes left of it,  that I started getting upset. Here's what happened.

Lillian: We are here in Bournemouth to share the love of God, and to spread the word, and we do this with our colorful signs. (Some signs said things like "AIDS CURES FAGS" and "GOD HATES FAGS" and there were several others.)

Some girl: This one says "God Hates Fags"...God being God, and fags being...fags.

Lillian: This nation is rising up in one voice, saying that it's okay to be gay. Well, I think the depressing things in the world are happening because of this like, "force" that the gay community is bringing onto the world. It says on our signs! AIDS! AIDS is a good one.

Some girl: Thank God for AIDS. Because we thank God that AIDS is here, because it's killing off the fags.

The guy (I think his name's Joe, but I can't remember) : And why do you use the word "fags"?

Some girl: Faggots are bundles of sticks that are used for kindling fires, and fags have kindled the fire of God's wrath, so his judgment will pour down on them.

Lillian: It's not only a gay disease, because it is infected the rest of the world is basically suffering for what the gay community has brought into this world.

Joe: So...So are you blaming the gay community for--

Lillian: Absolutely. There is not one thing where it says: God loves everybody. It is THAT God that said "Thou shalt not lie with mankind  as with womankind!" It is an abomination. So what problem are you having with that? :D

alleycat_umbz [userpic]

Ventage much needed. Kthx.

November 3rd, 2007 (10:45 pm)
pissed off

current mood: pissed off

I really hate to make this page feel like another Myspace scenario where a girl is bitching about her life, but I'm just really frustrated right now, and I need to vent it or I'll fuckin explode. (Sorry for my swearing, but people that know me will notice that I really only am this bad when I am severely pissed off.) Now, let the Ed-like temper-rant...begin. It all began with an innocent quiz result, but then I started getting annoyed. It escalated because I HATE it when she says that she's so goddamn smart. UGH! And to top it all off, she just signed out because I signed out in a huff. (I know, mature on my behalf, right? But when I'm this pissed off, I find it best to detach myself from the source of my frustration.) On a normal circumstance, I'd rant to Stephen but...I dunno. I don't want to feel like a whiny bitch. So here it goes.

Alley Cat = me.
freakyqueen100 = my friend, Anne.


freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:28:10 PM): You're too smart for your own good. Generally, intelligence is a good thing, but you always seem to take it too far. Sometimes, when you start a conversation, nobody else in the room can even follow what you're saying. It's probably better that way, because if they did reply to you, you'd overanalyze everything they said, and come away convinced that they're either in love with you or plotting to ruin your life. (Nope – they were just making small talk!) We know you prefer five-syllable words, but we've got a one-syllable suggestion: Chill.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:28:30 PM): XD You do tend to do that a lot
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:28:37 PM): Not so much that I can't understand you
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:28:41 PM): But that I can't follow you xD

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:28:44 PM): ...ya I do
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:28:47 PM): I like to think

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:29:09 PM): Don't worry, I do that to people I don't like
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:29:15 PM): If they say something to me, I over-analyze it

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:29:23 PM): well I do liek to confuse people and besides if IQ test made by shrinks sya anything
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:29:29 PM): But I also get strong vibes if it's ill intent, so I know when to be venomous and when to be apathetic
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:29:43 PM): I need to take an IQ test sometime ><

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:30:03 PM): I am to fucking smart just don't care I perfre to think what the unvre rreally made of and if thres a alternte univese made of chesse
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:30:39 PM): Uhh...no.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:30:49 PM): Alternate universes aren't like that. =/

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:30:51 PM): ...I think thre is a unives made of chess (more like hope) I mean we could eat everything
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:30:55 PM): They're more of alternate earths
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:00 PM): wellt hey shoudl be or
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:07 PM): ONE MADE OF CHOCLAE

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:08 PM): Kind of like the other side of the Gate. A different world
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:11 PM): Eww no

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:13 PM): that would be so cool
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:13 PM): It'd melt D:
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:23 PM): Or everyone would eat it
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:27 PM): And fall into oblivion
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:29 PM:) And die.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:31 PM): ...coco sun made of hot coco
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:36 PM): YAY

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:31:49 PM): OBLIVION = DEATH. DEATH = SUCKIEST ALTERNATE WORLD EVER.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:56 PM): ...
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:31:57 PM): y

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:11 PM): Because death sucks ass.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:16 PM): There's nothing left when you die.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:19 PM): It's lights out and you're done.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:23 PM): Where's the fun in that?

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:32:24 PM): memories
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:32:33 PM): pictures
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:32:36 PM): viddeo ttapes

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:37 PM): YOU'RE DEAD! YOU WON'T HAVE ANY DAMN MEMORIES!!
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:32:40 PM): news reels
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:47 PM): Who the fuck cares?
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:50 PM): Those things fade away
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:32:59 PM): In a matter of years, your existence won't matter
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:33:01 PM): We'll be nothing

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:33:02 PM): *shrug*
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:33:04 PM): Whoooooo
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:33:08 PM): Looking forward to THAT.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:33:15 PM): ....this is making me depressed
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:33:23 PM): Yay =D
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:33:30 PM): ....no not yay
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:33:33 PM): It's just making me a tad irritable. But I was already irritable.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:33:38 PM): *thinks*
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:33:44 PM): If death produces happiness, then depression produces yayness.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:33:51 PM): tom: anne wnet to her thinking space
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:33:58 PM): so I ahev been sent to talk to you
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:34:09 PM): hello *pats storms head*

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:35:34 PM): Storm folded his arms. XD
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:36:09 PM): oh well *shrugs* oh a fyi anne may have to go to AM again
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:36:17 PM): AM?
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:36:46 PM): anger mangement
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:36:46 PM): she gotinto a fight

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:36:52 PM): Oh nice.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:36:55 PM): Fuckin idiot.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:36:56 PM): well defended her slef
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:36:56 PM): lonnnnnng story

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:37:08 PM): *snorts*
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:37:30 PM): not her fault really....someone comes at the with a pipe you defend self
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:37:43 PM): thee*
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:38:34 PM): thats why shes hackign into whroe sluts myspace in fact she redoing it right now

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:38:47 PM): Well that's immature.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:38:53 PM): ...wait
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:38:59 PM): And if someone came at me with a pipe, I'd run like hell.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:39:11 PM): me: IDEA *fixes myspaze and goes to plotting conner*
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:39:20 PM): Ohhh goodie.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:39:36 PM): tom:...your making mark do this me: yes
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:39:40 PM): Stop being a vengeful brat. So you might get into some trouble. Push through it.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:39:54 PM): Revenge begets revenge. It was your own damn fault for being reckless.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:40:08 PM): Besides, people don't charge at you with a pipe for no reason. Something had to have provoked it.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:40:27 PM): ....it sher fault
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:40:38 PM): Again. Stop. Being. A. Brat.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:40:50 PM): Be mature about it.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:40:56 PM): ok if shes hadn not gottten the idot that liek fuckign huge to break maeks rib I would have not old the peopel shes a whore slut
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:41:10 PM): and now its on marks head

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:13 PM): But you still called her a whore slut.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:41:19 PM): Jake MAKING ME PLOT well paying me >>
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:20 PM): So it's really on your head. Stop putting the blame on others.
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:41:21 PM): she is
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:41:23 PM): trust me

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:25 PM): So?
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:28 PM): You provoked it.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:41:34 PM): welllll
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:35 PM): Take responsibility for your actiosn.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:38 PM): *actions

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:41:46 PM): can I tell the whole story
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:48 PM): You said it, you fought back. If you have to go to anger management, you earned it.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:51 PM): I don't care about the whole story.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:41:58 PM): I don't care if she deserved it or not.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:42:02 PM): in defse I never hit her
freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:42:11 PM): I block ed the pipe

Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:42:11 PM): The point is that you have no right to bitch about it when it's as much your fault as it is hers.
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:42:27 PM): Instead of RUNNING like a smart person. If you RAN, you wouldn't have been in trouble at all.

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:42:37 PM): ...I couldn't
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:42:38 PM): It's not the bravest thing, but it would have kept you out of AM
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:42:46 PM): Then STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT IT!!!

freakyqueen100 (11/3/2007 10:42:52 PM): she had a group
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:42:59 PM): WhoopdeefuckinDOO
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:43:05 PM): Then they would have been in trouble, not you
Alley Cat (11/3/2007 10:43:22 PM): I hate to feel like Darry, but USE YOUR HEAD.

(The Darry thing was a reference to The Outsiders, because Darry was always yelling at Ponyboy that he always gets these good grades, but he never uses any common sense. He's always saying "You never use your head, Pony!") I know, I know, from an outsider's perspective, it probably looks very immature and silly. It already sort of is to me. But I can't help it. I just get so fuckin PISSED OFF when she does this!!! >< Melissa, if you're reading this, this is the same person who likes to lord her psychic stuff over me. Also, I realize I royally screwed up my explanation of alternate worlds/realities. Oh well, she wouldn't have understood anyways.

alleycat_umbz [userpic]

In my pants =D

September 30th, 2007 (12:27 pm)
current mood: creative

I love vlogbrothers on youtube. Their official site is brotherhood2.com I believe. Hank and John Green are like...Awesome. XD Anyway, this journal entry is for all you Nerdfighters out there! Here's my list of "In my / your Pants" jokes.

Dr. Suess books

-- The Cat in the Hat Comes Back...in my pants.
-- Oh say can you say in my pants?
-- Would you Rather be a Bullfrog in my pants?
-- Go, Dog, go in my pants!
-- I'll Teach My Dog 100 Words in my pants!
-- Wacky Wednesday in my pants
-- Wings on Things in my pants
-- What Do Smurfs Do All Day in my pants?
-- The Hair Book in my pants
-- Inside Outside Upside Down in my pants
-- C is for Clown in my pants

Misc. books

-- Blood and Chocolate in my pants
-- The Silver Kiss in my pants
-- A Dangerous Path in my pants
-- Malice in my pants
-- Mr. Monk Goes to the Firehouse in my pants

DISNEY SONGS (*snickers*)

-- I'll Make a Man out of you in my pants
-- You Never Had a Friend Like Me in your pants
-- Under the Sea in my pants
-- Part of Your World in my pants

I'll probably have more another time, but for now, that's what I have. *snickers again* Yay Hank and John!!

alleycat_umbz [userpic]

Flirtatious? o-O

September 16th, 2007 (06:20 pm)
touched

current location: basement xD
current mood: touched
current song: Cryin' by Aerosmith

My mom and I had a lazy day yesterday, and we decided to get off our butts and do something. So for dinner, we went out to eat at Christos. Which is an alright place, but not the greatest. It's one of those places where you have to get your fix, just to remind you that it's not the best, and then you're good for a while. Well when we went in there, the boy doing the dishes kinda looked at me for a moment, then looked back at what he was doing and smiled. And all through dinner, if I glanced up and saw him, our eyes would meet, he'd smile, and I'd smile shyly back. It was kinda nice, because even though I'm extremely devoted to Stephen, it felt nice to be silently flirted with.

However, I DID get SOMEthing done. xD I got a picture of Storm and a RoyxEd video finished. xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pb3Jdv26G_w

http://jig-pig-wiggidywig.deviantart.com/art/94-Last-Hope-65034119

alleycat_umbz [userpic]

Theatre and Sleep

September 14th, 2007 (03:59 pm)
tired

current location: Home
current mood: tired

Oy, today has been a roller coaster for me. I have found that when I'm really tired, I get really aggressive and apathetic at the same time. xD This didn't really kick in for me until about lunch, when we were picking up our school pictures (Minus the slight bags under my eyes, I'm actually pleased with it =0) and the girl that was handing them out was Stephanie Eddington. Melissa may vaguely know who I'm talking about (girl who kept calling me "Gypsy" ><) so I wasn't really thrilled to see her. She's a...Junior, I think. Yeah, Junior. I have her in my Int. Physics class (I'm the only Sophomore D: They're all Juniors and Seniors ;-; It makes me feel like a fifth grader that got bumped into sixth grade a year early @_@) She made a comment about my t-shirt, which is green with the 1-UP Mushroom from Mario on it, and asked if it meant that I get high a lot. (Her idea of a Gypsy is a hippie without pot ><; Frustrating racist--*cuts self off* >> Mind you, I'm not really Roma. It's a long story, and I don't want to explain it. ) I rolled my eyes and politely as I could, asked for my picture. Which, when I'm irritated and low on sleep is pretty much "Just shut it and give me my picture." So she laughed and did, and I was thankful to see that she wasn't in Physics later in the day. Skipped class? Don't know, don't care. Saved me some time, that's for sure. Oh, and Storm was very proud of me because I brought my grade up in that class from a D to a C-. Which doesn't sound that good, but my class is literally like...extremes when it comes to grades. We have 3 or 4 A's, no B's, 6 or 7 C's, and the rest are D's and F's. There's a lot of F's o-o; So Storm and I were both really happy to see that I had a C now <3

I mentioned Theatre in the title because I did my first major Theatre Arts project, which was to do a monologue of an eye witness account. Basically, we made a character who witnessed something backstage. It could have been funny, sad, anything. So I went for funny. Anyway, I'm sparing details (I'm still tired xD) and to make a long story short, about 60% of it ended up being improv, because I knew the basic motion of the script, just not my exact lines. Which was okay, because she wasn't reading my script until tomorrow or so. Mrs. Nelson likes to grade on the weekends. But I was very pleased with it. My little butterfly mood necklace was spiked with yellow, which is stress. xD I was so wired on adrenaline from leaping halfway across the stage only to crash to the floor, I could barely sit still for the last 5 people. Hehe. I had fun with it, but I was so riled up about it. All day, I kept thinking "God, I'm gonna get a bad grade, I'm gonna faiiiil D: " But I guess I did pretty good. ^_^

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